Title: Not Anymore.
Author: lilmisfits8811 (aka: despaired_poet)
Character/Pairing: Vegeta/Bulma
Word count: 2,143
Rating/Warning: R
Disclaimer/Authors Notes: I don't own Dragonball Z. Cause if I did, then we'd totally get to see how Bulma and Vegeta got together during those three freaking years. Also has not been beta read.

Disclaimer: I don’t own DBZ. This was written as a gift to Spike’s Savior.

 

( Not Anymore... )

 

I'm getting burned out on things, mostly school and work. It's all I ever do...which results into me not studying for my chemistry test like I should. I hate it yet can't seem to make myself do anything about it. I'm just so tired lately --and sore-- but I guess I'll continue on ward. I haven't had much of a chance to write what I want to write, cause well always doing something for some class...or just not doing anything at all because I'm tired and just want to relax.

Small update: I got thrown from Kasey's horse. Nothing broken...just sore all over.

You know, what is it about people that they can just ignore me, like I'm not even there? And these people are supposedly my friends! I mean really? I ask you to come over and watch movies and you can't even give me the time of day? All you can say is you'll ask your mom, and then never tell me if you're actually going to come or not. Well that fucking hurts you know. I mean I have feelings, I'm not some emotionless robot. I am so tried of this....so I guess I'll just stop talking to all of them. Not like it would actually matter.

Title: X-Rated Candy Hearts.
Author: lilmisfits8811 (aka: despaired_poet)
Character/Pairing: Grimmjaw/Orihime
Word count: 3,646
Rating/Warning: R
Disclaimer/Authors Notes: I don't own Bleach.This is for the prompt exchange with Kaida. I'll most likely have the candy hearts appear in a few more fics, they are just too much fun to play with. And I think this is the best I've written in a month and a half.

 

( X Rated Candy Hearts. )

Title: Broken.
Author: lilmisfits8811 (aka: despaired_poet)
Character/Pairing: Grimmjaw/Orihime
Word count: 630
Rating/Warning: PG 13
Disclaimer/Authors Notes: I don't own Bleach.This is for the prompt exchange with Kaida.

 

( Broken. )

 

And I've found a new fandom, but I think my first attempt sucks.

Title: Stolen.
Author: lilmisfits8811 (aka: despaired_poet)
Character/Pairing: Kevin/Gwen
Word count: Don't know cause with the new word processor I can't find the word count.
Rating/Warning: PG 13
Disclaimer/Authors Notes: I don't own Ben 10 Alien Force nor do I own the song "Stolen", it is Dashboard Confessional's song. Beta read by Kaida.

 

( Stolen. )

 

On a crappy note, I can't even find my Toya Yukina fics, and I think I know why. Cause I can't find my travel drive, which means someone has my crappy fics most likely reading them and making fun of it. -slumps to the floor- I hate feeling like this.

I seem to be losing things...friends, muses, interest....myself?

I have written a few things since my writers block started, but I don't have the will to post them. They just seem to be epic fail....

There were a few Yukina Toya fics and others, but when I reread them they just didn't seem right. I'll most likely post them on my lj at the very least...though they all seem to bite the big one lately.

Title: Grape Escape.
Author: lilmisfits8811 (aka: despaired_poet)
Character/Pairing: Kiba/Sakura
Word count: Don't know cause with the new word processor I can't find the word count.
Rating/Warning: R
Disclaimer/Authors Notes: I don't own Naruto. This is for a fic exchange between Kaida and I.

 

( Grape Escape. )

 

Title: Not So Christmas Party.
Author: lilmisfits8811 (aka: despaired_poet)
Character/Pairing: Kenpachi/Retsu
Word count: Don't know cause with the new word processor I can't find the word count.
Rating/Warning: PG 13
Disclaimer/Authors Notes: I don't own Bleach. This was for a fic exchange between Kaida and I.

 

( Not So Christmas Pary. )

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Title: My Only One.
Author: lilmisfits8811 (aka: despaired_poet)
Character/Pairing: Vegeta/Bulma
Word count: 682 words
Rating/Warning: PG
Disclaimer/Authors Notes: I don't own Dragonball Z. This is gifted to judasmalfoy . Read and Enjoy!

 

( My Only One. )

It's really hard to try and type up my fanfics on the campus library computer, especially when it's starting to get steamy. I always feel like someone is reading over my shoulder and then I start blushing...which is just annoying because I end up with a red face -tomato face!- by the time I'm done typing up my story.

Also I've decided to do two LJ challenges as well as finishing up requests from unlikely_pair . So the two challenges I have decided to do are 10_snuggles  and 7snogs . I know I haven't made a claim list on either of the challenges, but I don't feel like I'd be able to keep the claim since my muse tends to run away and come back at inappropriate times. >< Anyways, back to the challenges.

For the 10_snuggles  challenge I've picked Royma and Sakuno from Prince of Tennis, because well I've been wanting to test my skills out on writing those two. And there is hardly any Royma/Sakuno fanfics on the web -- plenty of the other guys though. I have posted my first one up a few days ago, maybe last nigh --I don't know, my days all seem to run together now. I haven't found a beta for Prince of Tennis, not sure if Kaida would be willing to beta it since I don't know if she's seen the anime, nor have I posted it anywhere other then my LJ.

The Themes:

1. Blankets	3. Snowfall	5. Festival	7. Star Gazing	9. Light Nights	Sub 1. Project	Sub 3. At First
2. Water Gun	4. Umbrella	6. Beaches	8. Chocolate	10. Gift	Sub 2. Movie

I have already done Blankets, I wish I was LJ crafty and could do the links without failing miserably, because then I'd have a cool chart where you could click on the theme and see the drabble. -le sigh-

For the 7snogs  challenges I've picked Toya and Yukina from YuYu Hakusho, because I started watching the anime over again. And I'm really starting to hate my first Yukina/Toya fic I did. It's horrible, no one look at it!! I've already written for two of the themes, so that one's going along well. Except I need a beta for this one too, because again not sure if Kaida has read/watched YuYu Hakusho and I don't want to write too out of character. I need help getting these two under control. -sigh- Anyways, those should be going up pretty soon.

The Themes:

1. Uniform

2. Jealousy

3. Embrace

4. Sunset

5. Rumour

6. Argument

7. Milk

I've already written up drabbles for the first two themes; Uniform and Jealousy. Again wish I was LJ crafty.


Also the requests that I have left are for:

enchanted_black 
-Requested the phrase: Redemption. Rated PG-13.
-Requested the item: Black silk ribbons. Rated R.  

lady_green_bat 
-Requested: Ken asking the guys for dating advice in a round about way. Rated any.
-Requested: Retsu asking Ken to dance. Rated R.
-Requested: Retsu setting Ken straight on ownership issues. Rated any.

acidic_fire 
-Requested the phrase: It hurts so good. Rated R.
-Requested the item: Victoria Secrets. Rated R. (work in progress right now, just need to finish up a few things.)

cassiphaunt 
-Requested the phrase: please no, please yes. Rated R.
-Requested: Winter Wonder Land. Rated Any.


Also there is this Vegeta/Bulma fic that I've been thinking of doing, not really a fic since it's mostly smutt --which is stupid since I don't think I write good smutt. Anyways, I'll most likely write it anyways, maybe make  judasmalfoy  beta it since she seems to be good with the smutts...unless someone else wants to take pity on me? And I blame this whole friggin idea on the author Lora Leigh and her Breeds Series.

So as you can see I've got a lot to tide me over with. As well as my real life, which I'm it's bitch. As for upcoming things that puts everything on hold, is my Chemistry test and Ecology project. Once those are done, well I'll have some more free time.....wait what's that word? Free...time? Yeah...I know. -is dork- but seriously I don't have a lot of free time. I'm either in class, studying for said classes or at work. Which I really don't mind work, because I enjoy working at the Animal Clinic and most of the people I work with. It's fun, just wish I didn't have to work all the weekends...but it's the only time I can work so mote point.

So since I'm just babbling now, I'm going to leave it at that. Wow that was a long post....